Yes, I couldn't come yesterday. I got up at 11 AM and I went to tea-house with Mesi at 2 PM. I could just study. I arrived home at 9 PM. I was very tired and I thought that did'nt happen any news.
Today I also studied. But now I can't look at my books... I hate it, dude. It's very shit. I gotta learn history, english, biology, maths and german, too. It's very much for me.
Mom will be very angry but I'm not able to study any more. At least today not...
Some good things happened today. For example I watched Don Juan deMarco. It's a fantastic movie. Johnny is only amaizin' in this movie. He is my fav actor. Do you guess why? haha...
SW hasn't written yet. :( I missed him very much... Ohh maan, please!
"Oh baby please, oh babyplease come back!"
By Rick Springfield
Okay, I'm goiong back to my books, but I don't promise I study....
23:00
Fuckin history... and there is still biology, english, german and poems... ahhh fuck. I hate it. It's killing me. I wanna be dropped out from school. It will be the best. Noboy will suffer... not like now... teachers, classmates, parents, friends and me, too. This is the shittiest thing that happens to me. School fucked up my childhood and now my youth. I can't let it... I gotta find solutions for this problem. I wanna be musician and I don't need shits as school.
Oh my God! Please save me!
