That's sucks. Really. My cousin and her husband are here, but it's not a really family-connection. Fuck off. They haven't been here for 6 monthes and now they have. I don't feel we'd be a family. And it's shit. Long time ago we were a big family with lots of love and ect. but in last monthes it has changed, and it's not OK. I really wish we were in old, but good times.
I don't feel to belong here. and maybe it's true. Should I leave away this place and start a new life at another place? What do you think? It's tough. Very, very tough. A new life at another place? It'd be the solution? Not so hopeful. Without my family, friends and everything and everyone that I love here.
I just wanna live!
Fuck that shit!
