I'm meditatin on men... It's tough, I know. The first question... Man or Guy?
Men are thoughtful, powerful, they can protect me and... and I don't know... I feel attracted to them. It's all.
Guys usual are blind and unexperienced and cruel, and I don't get on with them. It's shit. They become me and not men...
Firstly I need a person who understand me and can help. I'm a difficult person I think. I look simple but I'm not.
Yesterday it became hell... but... so many men and I don't know which... they're here and aren't. I don't know what to do... and mybe it's a disease... why just men? A little guy is who is attractive for me... and they are also over 18... but under 25.
I can write so many pages... but I won't!
It's enough from me...
