Long time, no write!
But I'm here again. It means only one note, maybe, but I'm here. My life is on its way. I've found my way, my happiness. Half year with suffering, but since May I can smile again and it's last. :) I've never been so happy and balanced before. I needed a big-big fault, but I learnt from it. I turned 18 last month, but I had become an adult long before.
I would like to suggest a song for everyone, who don't know if they're on a good way!
I wanna escape from this life! I wanna go away! Why can't you see I'm suffering with you! You poison my life with your suffering! I've decided to leave this shit here! I wanna live my own life and not your fucked up one! FUCK OFF!
Oh fuck!
These days last in the hell for me. I may be sick, but I don't really know.
All in all, this is not the place for complaining, so something else.
The videoclip of The Vibes is coming out on 15th December. I already got the final version and it's quite cool I think.
On the other hand everything sucks in the school. I don't like being there. These early mornings are my death. It's cruel for a nightly-creative person. I wish I could live my own life!
I don't really feel like writing now, but if there'll be something interesting, I'll BRB!
Something has changed... Something is not working... not sure it's gonna work...
Why don't I feel it? Why do I still feel the huge love?
I just wanna say: Stay! Please always stay!
Hey guys!
I'm here again!
The fall vacation was fuckin' cool. I got plus 1 day. It was a Friday. To be honest, I went to Budapest on Thursday and I flew to Milan on Friday with Julie. It was amaizing. The flying was very cool. I love all those snowy mountains and everything in the air. It was the first time I had flown. I enjoyed it very much. I was stucked to the window all the time.
We landed about 12:10. Then we picked our package up and went out of the airport. Finally Attila found us and we went to Milan by car. The airport was in Bergamo anyway... Attila said it was a little airport. But the airport in Bergamo is much more bigger than in Budapest.
When we arrived to the apartment we got a coffee in the cafeteria on the corner and spoke about some things in connection with Milan and the flat. Then we packed out and went to the shop. We found a pizza hot too. people were very kind and helpful to us. In the evening Tommy visited us and we were talking about many many things and about Saturday. Next day, Sat. was fuckin cool too. We went to watch Tommy and his band Four Skins. These Italian guys are very kind! I really felt myself at home between them. After the gig we visited the Rock N Roll. It's a fuckin awesome club in Milan. Tommy's best place and second home. Yeah! It's really cool! Every rocker soul should visit it, if they're in Milan! Good music, cool style and many people. ohh and you should know that smoking is not allowed inside. To my surprise the biggest rocker pick his coat and went out to smoke. It was interesting, but good too! I loved it!
Try to say someone "Don't smoke inside!" at home... They'll kill you, I'm sure!
About 2 am. we went home and we had a wonderful nite.
On Sunday we had dinner in the pizza hot. The pizza was very delicious.I love Italian foods!
On Monday was nothing interesting. Ohh yeah we wrote a videclip in mind and then Julie wrote the lyrics and I got the guitar themes. When we arrived home we made it and it's cool. Schneidi also love it!
On Tuesday we went to the city centre and watched the Dome and we visited many shops. I bought a shirt to Alex and some other things to other people at home. In the the light went off. It was very funny. When Tommy came he tried to repair it, but it came back by itself! We were in a hurry so fast dressing and making up and went to Rock N Roll again. We had dinner there and then The Rock N Roll Band started the JAM Session. I loved it. That's a shame that it doesn't exist in Hungary...
It was so fuckin bad to leave Tommy there, but I had to come home on Wednesday. Flying back was also cool and very fast. It was fuckin bad to arrive home. There was grey everywhere and ahh... I don't like this country... I really think I'm gonna live in Milan someday.
In Budapest we had a rehearsal with Schneidi on Thursday. It was 2 in 1 cause we did video shooting for our first clip. In the evening we got a photo shooting too. It was a tiring day but I hope these hard work will be paid off. On Friday was nothing interesting. On Sat I visited Maya, Miki and Alex. This little boy is so cute! He got a Rock N Roll shirt from Tommy and I'm sure it'll look cool on that little rocker baby! We got a good day, talked about many things from life to gastronomy and ect. I believe this is my second family. I love 'em very much!
My mom was very angry at me in the mean time, cause I told her I come back on Fri and I didn't call her and everything... blabla. SHIT! It's my life and not her! Finally I totally got home on Sunday evening. I was very tired and I didn't learn for Monday but I didn't really care about it. Monday was easy, but now I think I gotta start to study. It's not so easy after this wonderful holiday, but I'll do my best!
I'd put pics here, but Julie hasn't put them on the pc. FUCK! I want my pics about this tour! Maybe I'll post em later!
What a dirty weekend I had! It was very very ugly and I can list the words but I think I'd do it better if I don't do it. Maaaaan! I'm very tired against I slept a lot!
Daddy arrived home and my cousin and her husband were here, too! It was quite interesting!
Tomorrow school again, but I don't wanna go...
Well, hell yeah! And I'm learning Italian again. So cool learning languages. I love em.
Hallo Leute!
I've written something new after a long period. It's fascinating and everything what can come out from a wet pussy... this pussy has dirty thoughts and imaginations... you know writing is an orgasm. I don't know why. You start to write something and you catch the top! It's very satisfying!
I think I don't waste the time. BRB later!
Ohh Guys! What a song! Although, I don't really like electro and disco and similar musics I love this fuckin' song! It's hilarious and waaa! I'm crazy about this song! Deadmau5, Sofi and the other can know something^^
Let's enjoy it togethers dudes!
In the other hand, my weekend was so usual. Friday nite = concert, Saturday = chilling and useful, Sunday = death and other disasters. Concert was so usual as many many times before and the feeling was not so good. Saturday was fuckin' good with Zsaklin! I love this pussy ^^ And my Sunday... I was too tired to do anything, so I watched the TV and clear my wardrobe up...
I should learn history and other shits for tomorrow at the moment, but I don't feel like it. BLEAH!
See ya soon guys!
Hey world!
There's a usual day as another one... I don't know why people think that a birthday is more special than another day. For example I don't really like my birthday, cause on this day everybody says me some kind of shits, but I know they don't think it seriously. If they do it, they'd be kind to me in all year and not only on this fucked up day. The main reason why I don't like this day that it's scary to me. I feel myself uncomfortable and I don't know... kinda weird. It lasts for 24 hours... but I'd like to change this time. Plus it'd be good if I don't get shit things as presents. The biggest present to me is being with the people I love and doing things what I feel like.
17... how cool...
I should sleep instead of write here, but... this fuckin feeling just started and I needed to write it out.
So, Happy Fuckin' Birthday to me!
How I promised I share the "Tommy talks about the new songs track by track" vids with you all! Have fun, and enjoy it!
On the other hand... nothing happens here... i've started to feel my depressive period of fall.That's the shittest thing in my life... i got periods when I'm fuckin' depressed and I don't get myself, and the world around me. Hope, music's gonna safe me as always.